Welcome to My Mind

So, yeah, welcome to my mind.

It can be an interesting place; or at least I think so. Not many people can share the same kind of experiences that I have had throughout my life. It is a mixed bag that runs the gamut of terrifying and brutal to mind-blowing and enlightening.

Yes, it is true. I have worked on upward of 100 criminal cases, the large majority with law enforcement. I have made appearances on television, and radio. Large audiences have heard me speak on this topics and thousands of people know who I am.

This is why I must remain anonymous.

There are numerous psychological personality tests out there; and I have taken a fair amount of them. They always come back the same; as a solid dominant personality. This does not equate to domineering, which is abusive; but simply means that I am driven to be the dominant force in my life whether it be work, play, relationships, and sexual experiences.

Once again, this is why I must remain anonymous on here. Far too many people know my name and see me in one particular light. A few others know me in the other, darker, and, I feel, far more fun aspect. Imagine what it would be like if the religious family that I am sitting with to discuss their deceased relatives, their spiritual lives, and their relationships knew that, less than 10 hours prior, I had been with two women who had done every single thing I had asked of them without question and were incredibly, overwhelmingly, happy to do so. What would grandma think about this spiritual adviser standing over those two women with a big smile because they are both completely satisfied and exhausted; to the point where they begged me to let them rest? I believe that you can see why I have rarely, if ever, allowed the two personalities to be expressed together.

It may seem like this is quite strange and unstable; but these two personalities are actually friends and are integral parts of each other. It is completely impossible for me to be the only one. As a matter of fact, I have been in experiences where I was with a woman while her husband and my wife watched and I knew that the next morning they would be sitting in church and shaking hands with their fellow congregants and pastor. There have been times when a college girl messaged me because she had an incredibly difficult time walking up steps to her classes and sitting still because of what we had done the night before.

Are you relating to any of this? Maybe you have thought about it, fantasized about it, but never acted on it? Are you a lady, or gentleman, on the street and a freak in the sheets? I want to hear from you! Feel free to contact me anytime.

One last thing. I do intend to update this as often as I possibly can. I also have a professional career outside of these other two personas. So, I guess, I actually have three personalities that I show in various situations. In my professional life I cannot talk about either of the other two personas. Sheesh, no wonder I need therapy. This blog is part of my therapy. Not because it was suggested by a therapist, but because 1: It is good to talk about it all; and 2: I have to admit to being a bit of a mental exhibitionist.

Until next time………

4 thoughts on “Welcome to My Mind”

  1. Interesting post. I can relate to so much of this. If the people that I cared for knew this side of me, would they judge the care I give? Possibly. Especially in such a religious community. The personality: INFJ +Switch=me. Psychological personality testing and studying human traits is extremely ……. tasty. Maybe it’s why I enjoy what I do. Im a way, I love to study the body And emotions that come from what I do. Both professionally as a nurse and personally in erotica. I think I’ll take you up on the offer to “follow along” on your postings. There’s a certain level of dark, intense, intellectual passion floating between the layers of words you choose to write. It’s mentally stimulating; which im sure you know if the trick to the INFJ curiosity and attention span……

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